Sometimes I feel lost.. I worry too much about the future. Where will I be 3 months from now, 1 year, 5 years, or even 10 years. And I just don’t know. And it can be scary. Scary because what if all my hopes and dreams crash and burn.. What would happen to me then?
"You are what you make your self to be, don’t blame others when you don’t succeed."-Destiny Wright
I usually don’t ever rant to people over the internet in a blog, but I’ve decided that I’m tired of bothering the same people with my problems. I know that’s what family and friends are for, but I feel like a constant burden to people. And maybe the people on here will relate to me a lot. But here is the beginning of my problems.
My life started to go down hill when my mom pulled me out of traditional school 4 years ago to start cyber school. Her reasoning behind this was because of the violence in the school system. I mean, I guess I understand because we had a lot of lock downs and stuff going on at our school. But as soon as I left school, I lost all of my friends. I had only been entering the 7th grade, I had no cell phone, no access to social networking, or even a way to go see my friends.